Friday, August 05, 2005

i used to think my life was perfect
i used to think you were great
but i realise i was so naive
nothings ever perfect.
nobody's ever perfect.
i guess thats life, baby.
you cant do anything but accept it.


hahaha. yeah.
i have been a major asshole this week
i feel like a loser now.
i'd never had this feeling like since ever?
what is wrong with me
why did all my tears just roll uncontrollably down.
why did i flare up at people who didnt really do anything wrong.
why did i get so easily annoyed this entire week.
why did i tear when theres nothing to cry about
why am i like that.
dont worry.
im not about to end my life like that.
that will just be seriously not worth it.
i would be a loser plus weakling plus coward then
no way.
im not like that.
i will start a whole new life WITHOUT you.
maybe if i feel kind enough,
i would talk to you.
then again,
i may never feel kind
haha. dont i just sound so bitchy. (:
oh well, i dont think im that petty anways.

sorry to all you guys i kinda got piss off at
haha.
it was pms, im sure
since i just got it
haha. but yeah.
thanks to all you guys who were with me
THANKS ALOT!
love you guys -pattie, cher, yan, mag, shuyin , chanel
like how i love my smelly.
hahaha.

hey you know what. i totally understand how shuyin felt then
because the exact same thing happened to me.
hah. :)
but im not gonna let those people destroy my mood to party.
its friday, the day to party.
yeah. just that i wont be going fop today.
hah. so much for partying.
i will just stick to playing my sims deluxe
HAHAHHA! -vibrating bed.
plain horny. plain gross.
but plain funny.
hahahahha

okay. lets not talk about horny stuffs.
haha. okay. so my napfa this year didnt go so well.
screw sbj.
whats wrong with my legs.
haha. forget it.
anw, pat pulled me along to finish my last lap of 2.4
i went faster i guess.
hahahah. pat! :D
yah. i lost to weixin
what a disgrace
i should say something racist here.
i must remain anti-racist :)

okay. im gonna wear a sari on national day.
i've been wanting to wear since the start of this year.
im lacking my bottom though.

originality is so hot right now ;
too bad you dont have it.

-adapted from shuyin
talk about originality. haha

you know i refrained myself from using any expletives in this posts.
if i did.
you would have since the entire page filled with my cuss
but i decided not to.

oh and i met mrs teo at swensens today! -suzanne teo , not audrey teo
haha. i was talking to her through the glass window
hahaha. she noticed my braces. (:

the stuffs pms can do to you;



4:52 PM

CASSANDRA LOW

I HAVE DECIDED TO END MY BLOG! NOW NOW, DON'T GET ALL TOUCHY. I HAVE TO HAVE THE MYSTERIOUS AIR ABOUT ME YOU KNOW. HAHA! STOP ROLLING YOUR EYES! SO ANYWAY, IF YOU MISS ME, DO TELL ME!! LOVE YAAA!

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